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Well it’s been quite a while since I’ve put my thoughts into words. I apologize for that!! It’s been pretty interesting the past couple of months in my life. Where to begin? I mean…I’ve been posting stuff but not like I use to it seems. Go check it out over on my MySpace account!! blog.myspace.com/whoismiketruong So here is my first entry back in the saddle of things…sorta speak!!!
“Thoughts are like boomerangs.” – Eileen Caddy once wrote. In true form, I agree. Sooner or later everyone comes to a point in time where we all reminisce about things. Most of the time we’ll all reminisce about the past. I’ve stated before that the past is what makes us who we are today and also it dictates to a certain degree who we’ll be in the future. I’ve been going thru a phase lately where I’ve been analyzing my life. I’ve came to some conclusions…it seems the less I try at things, the more successful I am in achieving my goals. Weird it seems!!! The less I try…the better I am!!!! That’s fucking nuts!!! Well, let’s put it this way. The more I try to achieve a goal, the more opportunity there is for epic failure!!! I just don’t understand!!! Am I just setting unreasonably high standards that it becomes impossible to accomplish?! I don’t think so!!! I’m the type of person that is quite analytical and reasonable. I rarely get excited about anything for the reason of being disappointed. So, I don’t know what is up with this!!! I can’t just shake it!!! This has been happening all my life it seems. So, what is there for me to do?! I like to consider myself an optimist but it seems lately being a pessimist is more ideal. Is it pointless for me to set goals? Is it pointless for me to plan for things? Am I not spontaneous enough? What is it?!!! I’m almost at an ends on this!! I’ve gotten to a point where giving up seems like the logical plan. But then again, that’ll just be more of a headache!!! See!!! It never fails!!! The more I plan for things, the worst off I am!!! I do admit, the last several occasions that I’ve had the most fun was times when I acted on the fly. Where that last minute decision worked out for the better. Where going into it, I hadn’t thought much of it nor knew what I was getting myself into. So, what kind of life lesson can I achieve from this?! If I live my life half-assed, I will prosper!!! That’s some fucked up shit!!!!
Wish me luck!!!!
P.S. If any of ya’ll get bored, go check out more randomness at my YouTube channel!!! I have over a hundred videos on there now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! www.youtube.com/whoismiketruong
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