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Well it’s been a while since my last post…actually a long while since. I guess I haven’t had much to say or couldn’t really find the right words to inspire to do so. I sit here today on a Tuesday at work feeling a little disappointed with life in general. It’s more than a third thru the year and nothing seems too promising. Work is work…life is life it seems. No more, no less. I been wondering lately what is my exact purpose in life. Should I be doing this or be doing that? Feeling a little lost in the world. That as time goes by, I find myself searching extensively more and more for that “quick fix” of happiness. I’m becoming someone that I’ve swore to never become…a grump!!! I’m slowly crossing over to the dark side. Being that introvert that most of you know that I am not. I guess that slight depression that I’ve been battling with hasn’t fully eluded me yet. I don’t know really what it is. However, it seems to be the same issue time in and again. Positive thinking is definitely not the key because all that is going to do is allow you to have a false tense on the more important situation at hand. I can say that life could be a lot worse. I just need my moment of greatness soon or I think I’ll just burst! I consider myself a pretty easy going person but as of late, things are just not up to par with my already low expectations. I mean…every once in a while, I’ll be blessed with a moment of bliss and that’ll get me going for a while but I’ve noticed that the moment of bliss doesn’t last as long as it use to. It seems that I might have to resort to extreme measures…a whole mess of booze and strippers!!!!!!!!!!!
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